Because you stupid piano, everything i want to do i cannot. FUCK YOU AND GO TO HELL IF ITS EVEN POSSIBLE. I couldn't go to a friends house because of stupid piano lessons. I cant start my homework on weekends because of stupid piano. I can't go to enrichment band because of stupid piano. I can't buy stuff because of stupid piano. I can't do my homework because of stupid piano. I can't be happy because of stupid piano. GOD I can't even do homework without them nagging about piano. LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP. Like god, although ALL you request of me is playing the piano, doing my homework, washing the dishes, treating with all the respect in the world. There's still many requirements i still have to meet within those expectations. Above 90 grades in everything. Over 2 hours of piano a day. Not being allowed to "talk-back" to tell you the truth and my feelings.

LIKE GOD STUPID WHEELCHAIR ASSIGNMENT. How in the world can you find information on the internet in 1 hour about the name of the wheelchair, the year it was invented (different from discovered) and the advantages an disadvantages of each type of wheelchair? Like god, ok dad I asked my friends and my classmates, they don't know either ok? Ok maybe one of them do, but I'm too stupid to understand. How hard is that to realize? GOD STUPID FAG. Don't give us an assignment on something that we never learned is even RELATED to anything we learned/ Don't make up assignments from the top of your head that's impossible for an idiot like me to accomplish.

YOU KNOW WHAT? I'm JUST GONNA DO THE ASSIGNMENT REALLY CRAPPILY. I DONT CARE ABOUT MY MARKS. I DONT CARE IF MY PARENTS CARE ABOUT MY MARKS. WHY WOULD I CARE IF I HAD A ASSIGN

 
 

THE FUCK. I NEVER SAID I WANTED TO PLAY THE FUCKING RETARDED PIANO, ITS NOT MY FAULT THEY FORCED ME TO. NOW THEY ARE BLAMING ME FOR WASTING THEIR FUCKING MONEY. WHO FUCKING CARES ABOUT PEOPLE ON TV THAT PLAYS 7 HOURS OF PIANO. THEY'RE FUCKING DIFFERENT. THEY HAVE BETTER NON-FUCKING RETARDED PARENTS.

YEA. I'M OF NO USE, SO WHAT? WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO? I'M JUST ANOTHER FUCKING WANNABE EMO FUCKTARD THAT'S STE4ALING YOU ALL THOSE PRECIOUS FUCKING SPOILED BRATS' OXYGEN. SO WHAT IF I DON'T GO AND PLAY THE PIANO WITHOUT BEING TOLD? FUCK YOU. AND NOW THEY TAUGHT BAD MY GRANDMA AND NOW SHE'S JUST LIKE THEM.

AND WHY DID I NOT GET MY HAIR CUT YESTERDAY EVEN THOUGHT MY HAIR IS LIKE A FREAKING JUNGLE? BECAUSE THEY'RE FUCKING CHEAP ASSES. MY MOM ALREADY COMPLAINED THAT HER HAIRCUT COSTED ALMOST 60 BUCKS. YOU KNOW WHAT? THEN DON'T GET THE FUCKING HAIRCUT. YOU THINK I LIKE HAVING ALL THIS FUCKING HAIR? OK. IF WE DIDN'T GO DOWNTOWN TO GET THE HAIRCUT, IT'LL COST YOU 100 BUCKS. SO SHUT THE FUCK UP.

GREAT. NOW I'M NOT EVEN ALLOWED TO THINK ABOUT PLAYING. WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO IF I DO? OH YAY. YOU'RE GONNA STOP FORCING ME TO GO TO A SCHOOL THAT I DON'T WANNA. AND IF I DON'T GET 90S AND ABOVE AT MILLIKEN, YOU'RE GONNA BEAT ME. JOY. JUST TRY. LETS SEE IF THAT'S WHAT YOU'RE GONNA TELL THE POLICE WHEN THAT HAPPENS.

I REALLY DO REGRET NOT SUICIDING YEARS AGO. BEFORE I WAS SCARED TO EVEN MENTION IT IN THESE BLOGS BECAUSE SOMEONE COULD CALL THE POLICE. YEA GO CALL THE POLICE, GO CALL KIDSHELPPHONE. WELL I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE.

YEA. I'M USELESS, I'M STUPID, I'M "IRRESPONSIBLE" WHAT YOU GONNA DO? KILL ME? YOU'RE GONNA MAKE YOURSELF SAY THAT I'M SPOILED AGAIN BY GIVING ME WHAT I WANT. YEA. THE OLDER I GET THE MORE I HATE YOU. YEA. ALL I THINK ABOUT IS HAVING FUN AND BEING HAPPY. WHO THE FUCK DOESN'T? WHO DOESN'T WANT TO JUST SIT BACK RELAX AND ALL YOUR TROUBLES GO AWAY? WHO DOESN'T WANT TO ENJOY LIFE? THAT'S WHY WE ARE HERE, SOP WE CAN ENJOY LIFE. WE REPRODUCE SOP OTHERS CAN ENJOY LIFE TOO, SO THEY HAVE AN OPPORTUNITY TO NOT BECOME LIKE ME. YEA. i HAVE A FUCKING LOW SELF ESTEEM AND YOU KNOW WHY THAT IS? BECAUSE OF YOU, YOU STUPID RETARDED FUCKING PARENTS. SO SHUT THE FUCK UP. I DON'T CARE WHEN YOU'RE SAYING THAT YOU DON'T SHOW OFF. OH WHOOP. SHOWING OFF THAT YOU DON'T SHOW OFF. GOD. IF YOU'RE REALLY THINKING ABOUT US., WHY IN THE WORLD DID YOU GO BUY A RING? IT'S NOT LIKE YOUR FUCKING ANNIVERSARY ANYWAYS.

 
 

Yesterday and Today I was very sick. Sore throat, stuffy nose, yet there's still snot coming out, dry cough, phlegm, and extreme dizziness that I wobbled to the washroom. -_-" So I couldn't go to school today and missed Art, Music and a math test.

I'm starting on my language homework. Step 5 of the scrapbook project. A day in my Boring Life. I started writing and I sounded too poetic. I'll post it here so you know how it's gonna be like.

On a typical school day, this is how I’d start my day. First, I’d wake up from a night of tossing and turning, being awaken by the holy saint that is my iPod clock. Although my mind is awake, my body is still under a bind. As I am about to drift back to sleep, I am disturbed by the roar of my father, commanding me to arise from my bed.

I SOUND smarter than Piraveen. XD

 
I don't Wanna 01/13/2009
 

I don't wanna go to Pierre Elliot Trudeau High School. It's so far away. I'm gonna miss all my friends. I go to Chinese school there in the evenings, and my dad was like You still have your Chinese school friends. Wow, trading in caring friends for Frigging sluts asking if that boy is cute. And my dad just called my elementary school classmates garbage and will never become friends because they won't remember anything.And that High school classmates are the ones that actually matter and will become your REAL FRIENDS. And even if I go to the same high school as my friends, I won't be in the same class anyways, and they won't want to be friends with me anymore and make new ones. And how when your friends aren't in your class, they exclude you and not be friends anymore. What happened to taking cooking classes together, and eating lunch?
And now my mom is forcing me to wear some ugly sweater my aunt bought in China. I'm just gonna bring something else to school and change.
And my mom was like "Is it like I OWE You Something?" No mom, you don't it's all my fault that I have felines and FRIENDS if you didn't know, which I know that you didn't.  And she's like all I know how to do is Cry, Cry, Cry. Yes mom, I DON'T Know how to breathe and make friends.

It was VERY Nice meeting all of you, I personally like my friends better than my family. If there is such thing, I which I don't think so, I hope you will be my friends again next life and I will be there and less emo to support you like how you supported me. *weak smile* And I'm thinking and hoping that will be soon.

 
 

Hmm... I just realized how much I wanna iTunes Gift card......and a shell phone. If my parents are so frigging scared I'm gonna get kidnapped, why don't they get me a frigging phone? Last time I checked 911 is on Speed Dial 1 >_<.

Hmm...it's my dad's birthday today....he's old.....56? I still want an iTunes Gift card. >_< I think I'll request for one on my b-day. >_< Cheap, Asian parents. The frig. My parents says I'm spoiled just because I get to eat what I want to....if I didn't and they forced me....would that be child abuse? Well....they don't do that.....anymore.....I think. Ugh, if I could I would upgrade my brain or buy a new one. Wait....I forgot I was a hobo.... XD

I wanna an iPhone.....I wouldn't care if that was my Christmas AND Birthday present for grade 9-12 >_<.....maybe not THAT desperate.

 
 

AW... my video on Youtube got disabled and I didn't want to deleted that'd be such a waste so I just muted it >_<. You can't hear anything, The beauty is within the music. Aw...stupid copyright thing. I'll need to get a different sounding audio then. I got jealous at the others who also had lyric videos so I flagged them XD. Evil..... D= My video....I spent so long finding nice eroded fonts from Dafont XD. =(. Hmm... discovered new "in" song. I think I'll get it later when I'm on the other computer. >_< Other computer is slow now too because my sister downloaded MapleStory >_< Takes up the MOST memory, even more than Microsoft Office >__> Laggggggggggg...........

After dinner, I played piano....again....ugh. My sister caught me listening to my iPod while playing. Oh S@#% I thought she'd never find out >__<. She told my dad, but I quickly hid it before he checked. XD. 

Very >__< Day.

 
Already? 01/04/2009
 

Ugh. It's the last day of the holidays...again. Tomorrow is the first day back to school. Ugh I'm gonna hafta FACE THE FACTS I mean Fag. I JUST finished my homework today. Not much to write. I can't level up on MS because my mom said no playing since tomorrow I hafta go back to school. Aw...I'm gonna be a noob until next time I go on which would probably be like in 2-3 months. Yea this month is gonna be weird, my sister is gonna have her b-day party somewhere around the end of the month and I'm not going to a 12 year-old retarded ghey party with some retarded guy with whose in my class's brother.I think I know enough retarded people.  February is gonna be awesome cuz it's a short month. And March is the mother with the most holiday and breaks. So I'll probably go on during the March Break. And Then after I'll probably give up on MS.

 
 

Happy New Year. Uh....yesterday was the most BORING New year ever. We ate what we ate for breakfast...for DINNER. Because my parents were too lazty to more their @$$3$ up and cook us at least a normal Dinner for New Years. My Grandma cooked Breakfast (congee with stuff), Lunch (This noodle thing), and Dinner (more congee).
Nothing much really happens at our house.

 
 

Well, on Boxing Day Morning, My mom woke me up @ 10. I quickly ate breakfast and got dressed and then we wen tout Boxing Day Shopping. We went to Canadian Tire, Future Shop and Markville Mall. When we went into the Best Buy @ Markville, we bought a iPod Speaker/Clock/radio/CD Player in one system for my sister's and my iPod. HOWEVER, when we got home, we realized that the speakers weren't compatible with MY iPod because it was TOO DAMN GOOD for the speakers. XD So my mom and us got pissed because we walked around the WHOLE ENTIRE Markville with a HEAVY box of speakers in a YELLOW BestBuy Bag. So we re-packed it and left it so we can return it tomorrow. We also went to Wal-Mart and bought an air freshener, Windex, some nice Winter Wrapping Paper, and some Always.
AND TOMORROW, when I woke up again @ 10 by my mom, and went out to BestBuy, they said that you can't refund until TOMORROW or MONDAY. Ugh, so much for carrying it around Markville again TO BestBuy. So we looked for compatible ones and i found this nice one with an alarm this time that was compatible but was just $10 more. BUT my mom was like its NOT ON SALE. OMFG who cares if its on sale or not, its still f@#%ing cheap. The others are like over $100, wanna buy those? So we didn't buy the speakers. >=(
We then went to look @ camcorders because we wanted one because Cameras have crappy zoom ability. BUT my mom was like its TOO EXPENSIVE IT'S OVER $1000. Ugh. And we went to Wal-Mart again just to look around while mt mom went to the washroom, sadly they didn't have the speakers I wanted, they barely had any nice ones that were compatible with mine. I could have used the $10 Wal-Mart gift Card my secret santa gave me, then it'd be about the same price. *Sigh*
So after that, we went to the TV section. My mom kept on telling my sister and I to ask the employees, and the Rogers guy. And we kept on discussing whether we should RENT or BUY a HD Box. And then my mom was like well, we cant buy I didn't bring that much out and besides we have to ask your dad.
So that day my mom told my dad to come home early from work tomorrow.
So my dad DID. And when he came home today, he was like Are we gonna go buy the TV? And my mom was like No, Save money. Besides they only had like a few left in store.
I know she's just lazy to get up from watching TV and dont wanna go shopping. That also cost me a SLIM CHANCE of getting that iPod Speaker. So yea, the whole day she's been on my grandma's bed watching TV, because my grandma cooked us lunch.
We are ALWAYS so close to buying things but ALMOST NEVER buy them.
I even had bags under my eyes from all those days of lack of sleep because my mom tells us to read or like do theory homework before we go to sleep and I DID. HOWEVER, my bags weren't as baggy as my sister's one reason because she KNOWS  that she HAS to wake up early unlike me or then my mom would think SHE's also LAZY. And my sister isn't.

 
MERRY CHRISTMAS! 12/25/2008
 

Merry Christmas to all you people out there and to all those who don't believe in CHRISTmas, Merry XMAS XD. Lol. Today my sister was adding Merry Christmas!!! And Boxing Day! to her Neopets Shop, and my dad was like "What?! What F@#%ing Day?" and we were like No, BOXing Day and just broke out in laughter. Oops keep on fogetting to take a picture of the our SHINY Christmas Tree.